That's it. I ignore Calendar and Rez until they apologize. ><

|Meduza|

No. That's not the heavy loggage. I still think if to actually write it... ~_~

I have a deal with Ma-nii-chan! Every time my blog somehow manages to become a dead blog. He also gives me his logs anytime he and Nee-chan talk about me the log if it's not private and just general if it is. In return I give him mine and Nee-chan if it's not private, and general if it is. ~_~ ^_^

I like you all, people. *glomps and hugs all. :)*

|Isheleg|

Heheheh.. ^^;;

The movie... was scary... Aragog {sp?} was scary. The basilisk was scary. The blood was scary... Rupert was great! Ema was a bitch. :\ Erol and Vernon were good. XD And Lockheart and Snape... ^_^ *in love*

I seriously think of not going to the third, not to speak about the fourth... even fifth and so on. What will they do to the demontors {sp?}? The ugly little Lordemort? Wormtail. Gah...

-_-

I have no inspiration left. I learn almost all the time. I'm museless. I don't even have Saturday... ;_; Here is my days something:
Sunday- literature, math, history and citizenship.
Monday- bible.
Tuesday- math, history and citizenship.
Wednesday- psychology and Japanese.
Thursday- English
Friday- grammar and expression.
Saturday- math, history and citizenship...

I don't even have Saturday for myself! I even had to give Thurday up!!! >< >< >< Thirty hours. And my head hurts a lot. @_@ Which means- can't write. And I miss writing. ^^

Note for self- DON'T TOUCH THE STUPID TEMPLATE AGAIN. XD I've been changing it a bit lately. ^^ And Ma-nii-chan tried to fix it every time. ^^ Rat-nii-chan also helped a bit. ^^ Well... he can just teach me how to do it and then I'll stop smiling like an idiot. ^^ ^^ ^^

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Well, anyways, @_@ Expect some heavy and long bloggage sometime this week.. #_#;

|Meduza|

Grrrr... *growls* Maya... isn't nice. ;_; She's too lazy to call to the cinema and ask if there are tickets to the Harry Potter movie!!! ;___; I watched some parts of it I downloaded. This movie is going to better than the first. Even the scary parts... ^^;;; Like the polyjuice {sp...} and the broken arm. ^^ When I saw those I started to laugh. ^^

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Rak ignores me. Literally. ><;; I sent an apologize {through email, of course...} but... he haven't replied or anything. This sucks. And I'm pretty sure he still ignores me when I'm really sorry. >< >< >< ;___;

The forumeeting was okay. ~_~ Not that great, but okay. ^^ I borrowed from a friend the first season of the Slayers! ^___^

Yesterday I had my first Japanese dictation. o.o;;; Now I need to learn eight letters to the next. O.o;;;

Yuthirin adopted me, sort of. I have no idea what happened there. He's supposed to be more evil than Drac-onii-chan, though. o_O

Now- lunch time, then English class, but before to bug my cousin about the tickets. *^^*

|Meduza|

O.O

~_~

I promised two of my friends {let's ignore two people who said on their own that I come...} that I'll come to a forumeeting.
o.o
~.~

After more than a year of meetings with a different forum I can honestly say I have no idea what happens there. We'll probably see something... Eva, I think. I don't like Eva... ;_;

Now I'm busy burning. -_- I give someone who gives me Tenshi ni Narumon Full Moon. And another friend the second Cardcaptor Sakura movie. ~_~
Hmmm...

o_O
O_o
o-o
O-O

And I'm not sure if I feel like going... >.> <.< ;>.> <.<;

|Meduza|

I'm not afraid of you, Nathan. :P And I have other nii-chans to protect me from you. *hides behind B-nii-chan and RS-nii-chan* And yes, I adopted him today. ^^ Now it's 16.5 siblings. Again, I adopted another nii-chan knowing his name. :P *won't tell, though*

I like telling my name, well, because it's my name. ^_^ My name is me, I'm my name, it goes both ways. ^^

Just like Ma-nii-chan said, I'm surprised how attached you can become of people... poking them to sleep, just being there, defending them in a Catholic board... x_x I try to be the kind of friend I want to have. And I fail. That's at least what I feel...

Gah... I started writing it more than an hour ago.. ^^; And I was pushed to a religious argument. They think I'm a grownup! ^_____^ Oh. *notices what she wrote before* See? I forgot... ^^;

Anyways:
I did talk to B-nii-chan.
I talked to Nee-chan. FINALLY.
Talked to Ma-nii-chan.
Nee-chan couldn't find the hidden teasing.
I don't tease just Ma-nii-chan.
Ma-nii-chan, you get to tease me. :P I want to tease you too!
Um. ^^; RS-nii-chan... I didn't drink.......... ^^;;;;;;
Yep. Going back to sleep is good. ^^ When you're tired, that is. :D
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SLEEP....

|Meduza|

Gah? Gahgahgah? ^_____________^ {=fake smile. Sort of. #_______# = Real feeling}.

Well, now that Nee-chan and Ma-nii-chan admitted their eternal love and blah blah blah, They've became too emotional. @___@ I'm proud to say that I enjoyed to tease them about it. I was sort of there from... umm.. somewhat late beginning. Then they admitted they liked each other, now----ack. It's not THEIR bloog. #___#; *leaves the subject alone*

The shower was okay. But it tired meeeeee... Usually I'm not THAT tired after a hower. x_X But after a long long long night's sleep I feel much better.

I miss B-nii-chan.. I hope he'll be online when he comes----......... I won't talk to him today... Gah.. I woke up early and when saw he wasn't online got back to sleep...

|Meduza|

*grumbles*

I have to take a shower. I feel sick. And if I take a shower, I'll feel even worse. x_X X_x <.< >.> Showers are not Netta friendly. ;_____; I get dizzy and weak and need to drink lots of water. At least it's better than two years ago when I had to go out when I had dizziness. Immediately or I'd faint. Luckily I had enought sense to go out... hmmm..
And then....

Maths and history homework. And then Japanese.

And I feel SICK!!! >.<;

|Meduza|

Why do some people want to die?...

It seems like I know a dying woman. My youngest brother has a babysitter because me and my brother hate to babysit. I know the babysitter tince I was... young. Something like five or six. At the beginning I hated her. Now I really don't. Anyways, she has a mother. I don't really like her mother, but that's not the point.. she's a secretary at my school {that I don't go to...}. And she has cancer. And she's a heavy smoker. And she won't go to an operation... She's also a very fat woman and won't lose weight.

It sucks to lose another person I know from cancer.... Most of my family members who died- they had cancer. I'll probably have cancer. And I'm afraid of it. So I joke about it. But I'll fight. That woman {Esther} just lost her will to fight and keep her life.

It also seems that the world hates me. Everytime I go out from one, a different reason comes and make me paralized. But I won't die. Not yet. :)

And on a happier note:
I have the first sixteen volumes of Minto na Bokura. ^^ It's hilarious. ^^

*sighs...*

|Meduza|

I KNEW IT!!!

Chapter 59 was a lemon. ;;>.> <.<;;

Anyways. *smiles*

See? I'm smiling!!!

I went to sleep this morning. Woke up at ten. >.< I slept almost all day... Something like twelve hours. That sucks. And then I was hungry. In the kitchen there was no one, which was good. I didn't want to see anybody. BUT. I couldn't open the olives jar. Had to ask from Mom to open it... >>__<<;;;


And nothing to do with the rest:
My ear hurts.
*scowls*

|Meduza|

After a long conversation with B-nii-chan, I calmed down.. Now I just feel drained and tired. I think all I'm goin to do today is sleep... I don't have the stregnth to do anything else today. I'm not sure I'll stay councious in the shower...

I feel sad from some reason. I apologized today after a long time and it's hard. That's why I try to keep the fights with my friends to a minimum... I always end up apologizing. Don't know. I've became all touchy because of something someone said... I took out on her my frustration about school... It always ends in the school for me... The school just ignored me for over a year.

I don't know what to do anymore...

|Meduza|

I hate you all. Except for Nee-chan and Marshmallow-nii-chan.

I JUST HATE YOU!!!

Ack. I didn't mean it to sound THAT way... :/

I'm not innocent as you think. That's all. :P And when people say "little girl" they mean innocent. At least that's what it is in Hebrew. Well, think again. U'm not so innocent. So I don't understand double meanings. It's the language's fault; not mine. *pouts at people who say they love me but they don't*

ACK! It'a nine in the morning and I still haven't slept. And I have to wake up in... ack... 14:00... at least. An hour later it's English class Perfect tenses that I've got no idea how to do them. Sure, I write quite fluently, but I write it just because it sounds right. And it's not been once that I understood the words wrongly because of that...

I'm lately so busy that I forget even phoning people. My way of thinking is busy. I also sleep a lot... But I'm not writing or editing or rewriting my Japanese notebook that I can't find anything in there. But I often find myself next to the computer... and when I try to remember I just forget what I was doing. Lately it's mostly talking to people through AIM, ICQ, IRC and everything else like that. Forums are not my first priority anymore, and also is FF.Net...

I'm changing. ^-^ But I'm still who I am.

|Meduza|

Gah... >.>
I think I can take five minuets to write in my blog. XD

I was yesterday in the mall. There was barely manga. But there was. But there wasn't anything I read.. so... but I bought an Israeli comics and some books. :D I wander where I'll put all of them.... I'm a bookworm. ^____^ And it's fun! Reading is FUN!

I. Am. Not. A. Little. Girl. It annoys me so much when people treat me like a little girl, espacially in the English talking places. So I'm not a native English speaker. I don't understand some hintings, so I ask. And people don't answer. Why? Because it's somehow connected to sex. Ack. :/ It's NOT nice. Because I'm NOT a little girl.

I'm reading Neverwhere {the translated...}. Good book.

GAH!!! Japanese homework. My tape recorder decided to die. And then it's math, a subject I'm terrified of. And a bit of history. And in two weeks I have a grammar quiz. >.> <.< >.<

To tell the truth, Lately I don't have time. But I still find it. I don't believe people who say "I don't have time". Sure they have.

I have a truce with Sol. I think. I hope. We'll talk. >.> {-This things are ADDICTING!!!!!}

Buh bye. Got to get ready to leave.... -_-

|Meduza|

It feels so good waking up in the morning. And it's MORNING! I havn't done that for a long time. ^^; Today I'll go to the mall! XD Hopefully meet with a friend or two.

No. I don't live in a bad area. I think it's quite good. I don't think the bombers agree with me. No one has ever blown up here. ;)

Yesterday I gave to the girl who wrote "Altgabi" {sounds like "al tiga bi"-don't touch me!} a link to the blog forgetting I wrote about it. She was all smiles after that. XD ^-^ You're welcome, Or-chan. ^^

|Meduza|

Well, I'm fine. Sort of. I'm not THAT well, but it's not like yesterday, thank God. Math's evil. So is history.

Hurray! Tomorrow I go to a comics stand in the mini mall. Maybe I'll find manga. That's the first time I'll see manga somewhere around. I'll also buy some books I want. Two translated and two in English that wern't translated yet.

;___;
Today, one of my favorite Harry Potter fanfic has been ended. That's one of the lonely fanfics that doesn't have any romance in it. Well there is {love potion and stuff...}, but...it's well done. Although the first three chapters were {and still are} horrible.

I can't write. So I write the plot for the third chapter of "Feeling Sorrow". I can barely write THAT fanfic, so continuing anything else?...

Hmm... actually, Nee-chan... nope. Not really. It was annoying to switch from English to Hebrew everytime. So we talked in English. But he is from Israel. Hopeuflly he won't find his death while walking up the street... :/

|Meduza|

Well, I was in the movie. It was better than I expected. The name is "8 Femmes"- "8 Women". In Chrismas, eight women and one man gather in one house. The woman are his wife, her mother and sister, his own sister, two maids and two daughters. But! Bad news. The man is found dead in his bed. With a knife in the back. There's a snow storm outside, and they're cut from civilization. One of them is the killer. But who?... Each woman in her turn opens her mouth and sings. The songs are beautiful. And then... the not so surprising end. Well, it WAS surprising. But as the end slowly came it was obvious .... Hmm...

Good movie.

I feel SICK. My stomach is angry, so is my back, and so is my head. I feel like I'm going to vomit soon... or faint. @_@

|Meduza|

A self reminder:

Never, NEVER take a nap after learning grammar. Espacially Hebrew grammar. I also fell asleep while hearing radio... o.o; Yep. I didn't dream, but when I SLOWLY woke up... Slowly is slowly, by the way :P. My head was full with nouns and verbs sources, where to emphasis a word, how strong it is, and then the Shva, that actually means "no vowel here". Is it always there? Does it move?

And all of doing this is by remembering the... LAWS of how. A soft emphasis can't be after another vowel..... this sucks....
Shalom {peace}-sha/lom. Rakevet {train}, you double the "k" because there's an emphasis there. Rak-ke-vet. >< And now I should be getting ready for a movie. It's been a long time, cinema... U_U

|Meduza|

*grins*

WAI! Two chapters in one day!!! And why do I have the feeling the next one will be a lemon? And when will Ookami end it? That fanfic is quite long... 58 chapters at the moment. It was fun reading all of the-eeeep... I'm acting like the fanfic is dead already. ^^;

One obsession is down. How many do I have now?... Too many. ^-^
I FINALLY FOUND CORWIN!!! Heheheh. Nice person. Hmm... But... hey! I finally found him!!! That's good, isn't it?

Today I had a free day, and now Bean-nii-chan's online. ^_^ Too bad tomorrow I have to get up early to learn grammar. At least it's interesting. :P

|Meduza|